I started my practicum enthusiastically. I've been so busy since the first day of my internship participating in many events. But, since last week, I seems to be only focusing on my teaching rather than being actively participated in other extra curricular activities. The truth is, when I only focused on my teaching, I feel less burden. I've missed out few practises of the choral speaking and drama because everything is now happening during the school hours until the evening. Days as such are very suffering. Plus, with my condition here, as a preggy, I tend to lose my energy easily. Fatigueness and being dehydrated easily are the two problems that I often get nowadays. So, now, I expect my practicum will not end with flying colours.
My point here is that, teaching is my passion, but other extra activities are my responsibilities too. So, I decided to put my lesson as the priority over other extra activities. I learnt many things from this school and the experience I gain here is priceless! SAGS the best. A school that I used to dislike most has now become the school I love most. Irony but this is reality. Being a teacher helps me to see things in different angle and new perceptions popped out from my thinking box now. And...believe it or not, I love teenagers! I never had imagine that teaching teenagers would be this fun. Juniors, do not worry! High schools are not sucks! They are just similar to primary and university life. It's exciting, only sometimes you need to use some of your creativity in order to grab the teenager's attention.That's all.
Friday, April 26, 2013
Sunday, April 21, 2013
21-04-2013
This month went really fast as I'm so busy with my lesson preparations daily including my weekends. Most of the documents for compilation that need to be submitted by the end of the practicum have been printed out and completed. I just need to do my two reports of my projects and another one or two reports. The others, I think I have done on a daily and weekly basis.
This months was a sizzling month as every week we have events and meetings. So, many jobs need to be done besides from our teaching. It feels like I'm no longer a practicum teacher, and actually for some moments I've forgotten that I'm only a practicum teachers. Alhamdulillah, due to all responsibilities, I used my time wisely though within this 2-3 days I kind of laid back because I encountered few illnesses. Overall, my practicum was good. I can't deny the facts that there are few problems occurred and still occurring such as students did not respond to me during the lesson. Good students seems to be more passive in the class as they have the perception like "I get info when I listen" or "I need all info from the teacher". So, they tend to only listen to the teacher rather than participating together in the class. By all means, I pin pointed the students for every classes to make them participate in the lesson. As what have been told during my practicum briefing, "This is the time where our sins and deeds will come back to us". It's true. When I was studying, I don't like to participate. I did my work but I don't like to go around, standing up,sit down, changing positions in class and other.
Good to know how my teachers felt last time and they are now together working in the same office with me.
Okay, done with that.
I wanna share on my pregnancy experience.It's already 5 months now and the kicking felt stronger now on. When the kicking happens, I can feel the connection between me and my baby. A feeling that not all people can feel and something that I really want to share with my husband. He could not understand the feeling, the sense of sensitivity to the baby. All these are so hard to be put into words you see. No wonder we always hear on this mother-relation-kind of thing, it's a gift! Alhamdulillah..
Planning to grab few things for my baby may be on next week as students are getting ready for their exams and the lesson will not be very accordingly to the lesson format as I need to prepare the students only to focus for their exams. So, more to the student's effort now. Hmm...maybe I should buy the diapers first, then there comes the cradle, bags, bottles, etc. etc. etc. Hehe...Frankly,I can't wait for the shopping but I really don't have a specific list in mind on what need to be bought at this very moment. Need to do research for this!!
Fiiiiuhhhh~~~~ So many words nowadays in my blog!
Need to stop right now before I go on blabbering by myself here.
daa~~~
This months was a sizzling month as every week we have events and meetings. So, many jobs need to be done besides from our teaching. It feels like I'm no longer a practicum teacher, and actually for some moments I've forgotten that I'm only a practicum teachers. Alhamdulillah, due to all responsibilities, I used my time wisely though within this 2-3 days I kind of laid back because I encountered few illnesses. Overall, my practicum was good. I can't deny the facts that there are few problems occurred and still occurring such as students did not respond to me during the lesson. Good students seems to be more passive in the class as they have the perception like "I get info when I listen" or "I need all info from the teacher". So, they tend to only listen to the teacher rather than participating together in the class. By all means, I pin pointed the students for every classes to make them participate in the lesson. As what have been told during my practicum briefing, "This is the time where our sins and deeds will come back to us". It's true. When I was studying, I don't like to participate. I did my work but I don't like to go around, standing up,sit down, changing positions in class and other.
Good to know how my teachers felt last time and they are now together working in the same office with me.
Okay, done with that.
I wanna share on my pregnancy experience.It's already 5 months now and the kicking felt stronger now on. When the kicking happens, I can feel the connection between me and my baby. A feeling that not all people can feel and something that I really want to share with my husband. He could not understand the feeling, the sense of sensitivity to the baby. All these are so hard to be put into words you see. No wonder we always hear on this mother-relation-kind of thing, it's a gift! Alhamdulillah..
Planning to grab few things for my baby may be on next week as students are getting ready for their exams and the lesson will not be very accordingly to the lesson format as I need to prepare the students only to focus for their exams. So, more to the student's effort now. Hmm...maybe I should buy the diapers first, then there comes the cradle, bags, bottles, etc. etc. etc. Hehe...Frankly,I can't wait for the shopping but I really don't have a specific list in mind on what need to be bought at this very moment. Need to do research for this!!
Fiiiiuhhhh~~~~ So many words nowadays in my blog!
Need to stop right now before I go on blabbering by myself here.
daa~~~
Monday, March 25, 2013
Untitled
After few months, I just remembered that I have a blog. Nothing to be updated though, but maybe there are some few little things I would want to share with you..More to what I would want to refer in the future actually..
So, it's school holiday, and I spent my precious holidays with my beauty sleep that I had missed out since internship started last month..
Really, my day since the practicum started was very packed.. Really miss my hubby.. Luckily the practicum just started few months after our wedding.. I've neglected him since I've been really busy with my stuff.. Alhamdulillah, two weeks ago, I started realized about this unconditional situation, and frankly, both of us were busy with our own career..It was lucky that both of us have finally recovered from the dragging situation..
See, even as simple things as forgotten to say the word 'I Love You' or 'Good Night' might just harm your marriage! Alhamdullillah...so far,we are doing great.. We started to live in our own little home where I do the chores, organising the house by myself, while my deary hubby will find our nafkah daily..
I would love to share my life after getting married, but I couldn't find a way to explain it..Rezki from Allah, Subhanallah...I couldn't explain into words, and I'm sure, you'll know when you're married one day...
Today, I supposed to have my appointment for my baby, but I've forgotten, so tomorrow I guess I'll go..Last Thursday, I had a hypertension and went to the specialist..Alhamdulillah, everything is fine now..
Ahah!! Today I cooked 'Daging masak Ungkep' as I'm married with a javanese, I need to learn few javanese cuisine right? Yeah...I serve it with ketupat and serunding.. macam raye kan? I feel like cooking it, so there it goes then..hehe...I'm not sure how it should taste like, but I think it's yummy! Yup, I ate it before my hubby....hihi!
Intership on the other hand, went just fine. Name pun practicum, haruslah terase nak cepat2 habiskn right? It's normal...Too much reports, follow ups, etc. etc. etc. need to be done before due date!! Got to know that
on 29th June will be the graduation day..I wonder whether my group could graduate for this batch or not...
Practicum project? Done! On the way to the finishing line. This April, I will end the second project which is the mini project and early of May, my first project will come to it's end. Doing practicum alone seems tranquil and serene to me. No more dealing with chaotic environment, no more misunderstanding and it's a good positive environment for baby here... ^_^
Scanned my baby last week, and already knew the sex...but, let's wait until the baby delivered ya..Comel sgt perut ni!! Hihi...Rase macam x percaye!! Ok, don't get over excited,fiza~~~~
Baby's name? Yes, some mommies prepared earlier, but for me, I think, I need to search and wait first.. A good name doesn't comes easily right? I am not an expert in this religion thingy, I need some guidance from my mom's acquaintances for a better guidance later..
Ok, that's all..Lot's to say, but there are things I need to do now! Bye!
So, it's school holiday, and I spent my precious holidays with my beauty sleep that I had missed out since internship started last month..
Really, my day since the practicum started was very packed.. Really miss my hubby.. Luckily the practicum just started few months after our wedding.. I've neglected him since I've been really busy with my stuff.. Alhamdulillah, two weeks ago, I started realized about this unconditional situation, and frankly, both of us were busy with our own career..It was lucky that both of us have finally recovered from the dragging situation..
See, even as simple things as forgotten to say the word 'I Love You' or 'Good Night' might just harm your marriage! Alhamdullillah...so far,we are doing great.. We started to live in our own little home where I do the chores, organising the house by myself, while my deary hubby will find our nafkah daily..
I would love to share my life after getting married, but I couldn't find a way to explain it..Rezki from Allah, Subhanallah...I couldn't explain into words, and I'm sure, you'll know when you're married one day...
Today, I supposed to have my appointment for my baby, but I've forgotten, so tomorrow I guess I'll go..Last Thursday, I had a hypertension and went to the specialist..Alhamdulillah, everything is fine now..
Ahah!! Today I cooked 'Daging masak Ungkep' as I'm married with a javanese, I need to learn few javanese cuisine right? Yeah...I serve it with ketupat and serunding.. macam raye kan? I feel like cooking it, so there it goes then..hehe...I'm not sure how it should taste like, but I think it's yummy! Yup, I ate it before my hubby....hihi!
Intership on the other hand, went just fine. Name pun practicum, haruslah terase nak cepat2 habiskn right? It's normal...Too much reports, follow ups, etc. etc. etc. need to be done before due date!! Got to know that
on 29th June will be the graduation day..I wonder whether my group could graduate for this batch or not...
Practicum project? Done! On the way to the finishing line. This April, I will end the second project which is the mini project and early of May, my first project will come to it's end. Doing practicum alone seems tranquil and serene to me. No more dealing with chaotic environment, no more misunderstanding and it's a good positive environment for baby here... ^_^
Scanned my baby last week, and already knew the sex...but, let's wait until the baby delivered ya..Comel sgt perut ni!! Hihi...Rase macam x percaye!! Ok, don't get over excited,fiza~~~~
Baby's name? Yes, some mommies prepared earlier, but for me, I think, I need to search and wait first.. A good name doesn't comes easily right? I am not an expert in this religion thingy, I need some guidance from my mom's acquaintances for a better guidance later..
Ok, that's all..Lot's to say, but there are things I need to do now! Bye!
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