21-04-2013

This month went really fast as I'm so busy with my lesson preparations daily including my weekends. Most of the documents for compilation that need to be submitted by the end of the practicum have been printed out and completed. I just need to do my two reports of my projects and another one or two reports. The others, I think I have done on a daily and weekly basis.

This months was a sizzling month as every week we have events and meetings. So, many jobs need to be done besides from our teaching. It feels like I'm no longer a practicum teacher, and actually for some moments I've forgotten that I'm only a practicum teachers. Alhamdulillah, due to all responsibilities, I used my time wisely though within this 2-3 days I kind of laid back because I encountered few illnesses. Overall, my practicum was good. I can't deny the facts that there are few problems occurred and still occurring such as students did not respond to me during the lesson. Good students seems to be more passive in the class as they have the perception like "I get info when I listen" or "I need all info from the teacher". So, they tend to only listen to the teacher rather than participating together in the class. By all means, I pin pointed the students for every classes to make them participate in the lesson. As what have been told during my practicum briefing, "This is the time where our sins and deeds will come back to us". It's true. When I was studying, I don't like to participate. I did my work but I don't like to go around, standing up,sit down, changing positions in class and other.

Good to know how my teachers felt last time and they are now together working in the same office with me.

Okay, done with that.

I wanna share on my pregnancy experience.It's already 5 months now and the kicking felt stronger now on. When the kicking happens, I can feel the connection between me and my baby. A feeling that not all people can feel and something that I really want to share with my husband. He could not understand the feeling, the sense of sensitivity to the baby. All these are so hard to be put into words you see. No wonder we always hear on this mother-relation-kind of thing, it's a gift! Alhamdulillah..

Planning to grab few things for my baby may be on next week as students are getting ready for their exams and the lesson will not be very accordingly to the lesson format as I need to prepare the students only to focus for their exams. So, more to the student's effort now. Hmm...maybe I should buy the diapers first, then there comes the cradle, bags, bottles, etc. etc. etc. Hehe...Frankly,I can't wait for the shopping but I really don't have a specific list in mind on what need to be bought at this very moment. Need to do research for this!!

Fiiiiuhhhh~~~~ So many words nowadays in my blog!
Need to stop right now before I go on blabbering by myself here.
daa~~~