Kata Orang?

I wonder why am I so bother about what people said about me nowadays..
This is not cool at all, NOT COOL~~
I guess I should be myself back while I was Diploma..
Back in 4 years time, I think I am the most happy person..
I just do whatever I wanna do, just go for it..
But now, not anymore..

Now....

If I do good deeds or trying to move on to the positive act, people will say "Munafik"..

When I do bad things, people say, "Astagfirullah...ape la nk jd...akhir zmn...dunia da nak kiamat.."

When I care about others, "Nk kipas la tu..."

When I dont care, people say, " Selfish gle ...xpk psl org lgsung.."

Aha. aha~~~

I kept on thinking what others talk about me..

So, Im gonna try my best to do what I wanna do now..

I went to the forum just now..

"Mak Abah, Ampunilah Anakmu"

and Imam Muda Asyraf did say that we have to forgive people and do kindness towards others..

We need to seek for the forgiveness upon the people who we had offended in the past..

But, if they didnt forgive us, we have Allah for we to repent..

Allah is always by my side!!

So, I should be nice to people..

Even if they dont do the same thing to me..

Pls God, gimme strength to do kindness towards the people who say bad things about me..

Pls give me strength to face the fitnah thrown by the 'jahil'..

Pls gimme strength to see their faces everyday, every night and every second till this October..

And after that, hopefully, I can live new life, a better one with my Imam..

Insya Allah...

People who hold their grudge and spreading fitnah are the people who jealous of who I am..

I am good..

But there are lots of better people out there..

I believe, the great people should had gone through the obstacles too..

In order to become a great person, I need to be strong!!

And...yup...as what my fiance said and so as Imam Muda just said in the forum just now..

"Sibukkan diri.."

Thats what I am doing now..

Work!!

I work because my fiance said, distract yourself, make yourself busy and less care about other things..

As long as its not lagha..

Alhmdlillah, my 'Imam' has the same point as Imam Muda Asyraf..

Just sharing with you and hope you do the same if you have similar problems like mine..

Just remember, people do bad stuff towards you because they want to cover their own weaknesses..

I am good, and they not..

That's the only way they can make their self 'marketable'..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

XOXO!