Cancelled

My plan to move from my current rental house has been cancelled after few discussions with my family and fiance..
So, I'm staying..
Everything's gonna be alrite..It's just left for about 8 months..
How hard could it be rite?
Happy ending will come sooner or later..
If its not okay, then, its not the end..

After all, this mess was not done by me..
Why should I clean up things and runway from problems that's not even mine?
So,that's it..By hook or by crook, its not my problem and the problems are theirs..
Let just they tidy up the mess they brought and I will live happily, stay happily..

Owh, talking about "bertemu buku dengan ruas"..
Those people or should I say morons just dont understand the meaning of it..
If ur in a bunch of morons, of course, u'll think u'll dominating the segment ya..
But, I think I'm strong enough to fight for my right..
And the terms fight is not an actual fight..(literally)

So, I'm standing for my right and push away morons aside..
Let me dominate my own world..

Its true when people say, "Fear not the enemy that attacks u rather that friends that hugs u"..
I'm going to lead my "single" life back..
No more second , third parties and all..

And I'm not sorry for blocking all of the morons from any acquaintances instruments..
I mean, facebook, blogs etc.. hihi! bermadah2 pujangga nye pun lah pulak~~

Ahah! Good news!!

28th January 2012, I  got my  first nephew..

Congrats to the parents!!

And......Bad news....................

Frankly speaking, I am so afraid  about getting pregnant and delivering babies..

In 8 months time~~~~~~~

>_<

So, for u guys, think thoroughly about this pregnant-thingy before u decide to get married..

My knee bone is like shaking, cracking and spreading all over the place when i'm thinking bout it..

I am a bad future wife EVER!!

I dont know how to cook, I  dont even tidy up my bed every morning..

I work things slowly, really sssss---llllll--oooo---www......

I wash my own clothes like once in a week.. So, how am I going to take care on 2 people's life???

And what about handling children,or child or etc...

My sister-in-law, she's being like triple size now..

sob...sob..I dont wanna get fat~~~~~

I just wanna gain weight for about 10 kgs more and not more than that..

Scary la seeing people gain too much weight out of the sudden..

So, till here then..

Please pray for me..so that I'm being slim and steady in future...

Hihihi!