::appreciation::

LIFE IS A MAZE,LOVE IS A RIDDLE

Since early of August, I had gone through such a rare experience in my whole life...

Adventerous, yet giving me such a headache...

I lost my path...

I had relationships problems..

And it effects my studies..

Worst comes to worst, I might be jammed...

But I don't really know how to express it in words...

I just don't know how...

May Allah show me the best way and the best path for me to continue the journey...

However, God, I am really grateful for all the love I've gained...

Alhamdulillah...

Today, I realize that my life had become such a messed...

I've been waiting for someone quite for sometime and now, I give up...

Not in the sense of giving up just like that..

But in the sense of 'give up'..

Now, I let it all go...

I know, I undestand this might not be the right time...

But its okay..

When you need me, I'll be there for you...

When you're ready, approach me, and I'll be there...

Just when you're really really ready...

I'll be waiting for you...

But this time its not gonna be like before...

I'll be waiting for you in peace..

~Truly happy being with~

And to another one, I let you go today...

I've been wasting my time all along with you...

Because of you, I felt special..

Because of you, I felt worst than ever...

You made me laugh, you made me cry...

You gave all to me, you take it back suddenly...

You love me, but you hate me...

You want me, but you don't care for me...

When I've made up my mind, you force me to stay...

When I'm staying, you hurt me...

For you, I'm not the one for you...

You're not the one I ever wanted...

You're just a shelter...

A place where I wanted to be safe inside...

But actually its hurting me deeply inside...

Today, I let you go..

You're just a pice of memory of mine...

~A relationship full of controvercy and hypocryte~